Childhood
memories come and go. Some moments are
neither here nor there, others leave life lessons that stay with you.
A strong
childhood memory that I visit time to time, took place in the very early
90s. I was 11 or 12 years old. It’s a moment I will never forget, not just
for the good lesson my father taught, but it gave me insight into my
father. I may not have picked up on the
ways of my father at the moment, but as an adult this memory still teaches me
how my father walks though life.
My father worked
for a company that handled many different maritime shipping operations, everything
from cargo ships to cruise ships and then some.
During his 30-year career, one of his jobs was managing the loading of
cargo ships. This job required him to
travel to remote ports throughout Alaska, to be on sight to oversee the loading
operation. The cargo on to the ships was
trees. Logs, cut down by loggers, were then
transported to the closest ports, where large cargo ships, mostly from China
and Korea, would come to load up with large bundles of logs. Board feet after board feet, of fresh Spruce,
Hemlock, and Cedar was cut down in the Tongass National Forest only to be
exported to Asia to be made into who knows what. Cheep Chinese furniture, newspaper, maybe
toilet paper. It didn’t matter. It was a booming industry and had been for a
few generations. An industry that should
have continued but thanks to Washington DC, the Southeast Alaska logging
industry came to a screeching halt in the early to mid 90s. But that’s another conversation.
The majority of
my father’s time loading cargo ships took place on an island not far from my
hometown called Prince of Whales Island.
The people in my hometown refer to Prince of Whales Island as “POW”.
POW is the 4th
largest island in the United States, and it is the 97th largest
island in the world. The only way to get
to POW is by boat or small floatplane.
The island has a
handful of small towns or villages. Some
of these towns are connected by a two-lane roads system that was originally old
logging roads. I’m sure now most of
these roads have been paved with asphalt. But, back when I was a kid, the roads were dirt/gravel
roads that bumped and shook you apart as you drove twisting through the contours
of the mountains and valleys of the Tongass National Forest. It was a rough ride.
The company my
father worked for had an old mobile home that was used for housing the company
employees during the loading operation.
The mobile home was just outside the town of Klawolk, and it was not
much more then a place to rest and make a hot meal. Just a living room/kitchen, with 3 bedrooms
and a bathroom.
Usually the
company sent one guy to manage the loading operation for about 10 days then
they would send a second guy to relive the first guy or to help out if there
were multiple ships. At that time, POW
had two ship ports that exported logs. One
was in the town of Hydaburg, population right at 800. The other was right in between the towns of
Craig and Klawolk. Craig is the largest
town on the island with a population of about 1600 people.
During the
summer months I would occasionally accompany my father on his trips to POW. It was great father-son bonding time.
During the day, we would go to the ship that was being loaded. I’d watch my dad go over paperwork with the
ship’s chief officer who was usually Chinese and didn’t speak a lick of English, and my father didn’t speak Chinese.
It was fun
watching the exaggerated hand gestures throughout conversation to try to make a
connection/understanding of what the other was saying. If hand gestures weren’t working, then out
came poorly attempted illustration on scrap paper in order for them to try and
get some kind of understanding of where they were in the loading
operation.
I laughed at
these conversations as a kid but found myself doing the same thing as an adult
when I followed in my father’s footsteps and worked for my father’s company loading
cargo ships in the Arctic. But that part
of my career is for another time.
When the day’s
work on the ship was done, my father and I would drive into Craig and hit the grocery
store to pick up food to make for dinner.
This time was great for us because dinner usually consisted of steak for
the both of us a six-pack of Rainer Beer for my father and ether a candy bar or
a pint of ice cream for me. All paid for
by the company.
This would go on
for days or until the ship was loaded and sailing back to Asia. Then the next ship would be docking and the routine
would start again.
Across the
street from the mobile home was the Klawolk Creek. This creek was heaven for me as a kid. Whenever I could, I would go to the creek to
fish. The creek was full of trout and
trout fishing is my favorite fish to catch.
This creek was the main reason that I went with my Dad to POW. I wanted to trout fish.
The section of
creek directly across the street from the mobile home was a large deep pool of
slow moving water. The shoreline of the
creek was littered with fallen trees that hung over the water where I could
walk out over the creek and casted my line into the slow moving section of the
creek. I would spend hours fishing. Keeping only the larger Cutthroat trout, I
would cross my fingers that I would hook a rainbow trout.
I’d always ask
my Father to come with me to fish.
Sometimes he would and sometimes he would say, “I’m busy cooking up the steaks, maybe after
dinner.”
One afternoon,
we went back to the mobile home earlier then normal and naturally my first
desire was to go fishing.
I told my Father
I’m heading to the creek. He said, “Hold
on, I’ll join you.”
Off we went. We got down to the creek and started casting.
It was a warmer
day than normal, and the fish were not taking anything on either of our
lines. My father asked, “Have you tried
fishing downstream?”
I said, “No. The water is too fast. I don’t want to get my hook caught on bottom.”
He said, “You just have to be careful. You just have to be aware. The fish will be in the fast water on a day
like today. Come on, let’s go.”
So, off we
went. We hiked down the creek maybe 6 or
7 hundred yards to the faster water and started fishing.
He showed me
what to look for in the rapids. He told
me, “Trout are lazy. They hide behind
the large rocks that break up the current.
Cast your line on the back side of a large rock.”
Soon, we were
hooking cutthroats but they were small and not legal to keep. But it got me excited and I was locked into
the creek. I was focused, looking for
areas in the water where a large trout might be hiding waiting. I loved the moment. My father was with me, we were fishing for
trout, and he taught me something new about fishing and we were hooking them…small
ones but the result from his lesson was proving itself.
I was on the
hunt for a big one, and I was totally focused on my line and where it was in
the current waiting for a big one.
Not more then 15
minutes after we started fishing the faster waters, my father comes up to me
and says, “I’m done fishing for the day, I’m heading back to the mobile home.”
I was shocked
and kind of upset. I asked him “Why? We just got here.”
He said, “It getting
too warm out and the fishing is not that good.”
I quickly responded,
“It’s better here in the faster moving water then it was upstream.”
He agreed and
said, I’m tired anyways and it won’t be long before I have to start cooking
dinner. But Nick, you can stay fishing
if you want to. You look like you’re
having fun.”
I said, “Yeah, I
want to stay fishing.”
Quickly my
father turned, and headed back to the mobile home.
I returned to
casting into the rapid for a bit. After
5 minutes or so, I hooked another small Cutthroat that had to be returned. Another 10 minutes went by, and I was getting
nothing. No hits at all.
So, I decided to
pack it up and head back to the mobile home.
Walking up the
steps to the home, I put my fishing rod and tackle box down just inside the
front door, kicked off my boots, and walked in.
My father was
sitting on the couch, watching T.V. with a Rainer in hand. He asked, “Did
you get anything?”
I said, “No, just
small stuff.”
He then said,
“Did you see the bear on the other side of the creek?”
I looked at him
dumbly and said “What?…wait did you say you saw a bear?”
My Father looked
directly in my eyes and said, “Why do you think I left so quickly? Yes, there was a bear on the other side of
the creek. You were too focused on your
fishing to notice him. You know you have
to always be aware of what’s around you when you’re out in the woods, especialy
when you’re fishing. I’m not always
going to be around to look after you.”
Regardless if
there really was a bear on the other side of the creek or not is beside the
point. That moment, that lesson will be
burned into my memory bank for life. A
lesson that cut through to me to help make me who I am today.
I cannot even imagine the experiences that you had growing up in Alaska. I hope you continue to share them! So many lives lived...and so many lessons learned.
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